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Yep, add another to that list that seems to growing exponentially and completely out of control. Yet another one of my friends is engaged. I don't know if it is just the time of year, or if I am actually so old that this is going to be a common thing for the next five years, but dammit, I'm getting a little sick of it. All the romantic stories of proposals and long term plans.......it makes me sick to my stomach. And not because I despise the lovey dovey PDA grossness that comes with most engaged couples, and not because I'm a teeny tiny bit jealous. Because I would have hoped I would at least be on a path towards that kind of life by now, instead of just recently ditching the 15th boy in a long line of 3 week flings that have occupied the last year and a half of my life. All I want is for someone to stick around a little longer, who can make me laugh and not feel like I'm going to die alone with a million cats. Cliche, I know. Get over it.