Ughhhhhh

I don't know where my high from yesterday went, but now I am just as extreme in the other direction. Today I feel like I'm suffocating, drowning, cannot breathe in this town. I just want out, but the funny thing is, I don't really want to go see anyone, I just want to be alone. But then again I don't. These are the times when I used to run to my ex who lived fours away and we would curl up on his couch and watch movies for days and eat his famous mac-n-cheese. I miss being able to do that.